So I decided to have a blog, and unlike facebook and myspace, I will actually try to go on it everyday(or so). It hit me at the last moment that my best girl is leaving me. I dont think I've ever been so scared in my life. I wont ever be able to find someone as outgoing, funny, smart, stylish, beautiful, caring, slow, and indecisive as my babe patty. We tell each other everything. We know each others deepest darkest secrets. We saw each others _____( and diems). xD She would keep me busy with stories of her exciting and interesting life. Ive never been so close to a girl before. She is my older sister. I really do look up to her. I mean, shes going to freakin Harvard. It was heartbreaking watching her leave. Its been kinda hard. I keep thinking about what a great friend I'm losing. I dont think Ive cried over losing a friend before. When my nonexisting ex best friend betrayed me I never cried for her once. But this time, I cant stop tearing up everytime I think of my fat pat. This is true BFF love. No one can replace you patty. We are going to be friends forever. Take care of yourself, because I cant wait to see your beautiful self again.
and you better be honored patty because this is the deepest I go and it probably wont happen again for a while.
Everyone is growing up.. and in a few weeks, the rest of my panda<3s will be leaving...
Make new friends, keep the old
Those are silver, these are gold
xoxo panda N
